Realization

I just realize that I'm always a seeker of truth. That is my purpose.

The reason why I seek the truth is because I want to change the world.

The actions why I always love watching docu, learn new knowledge and love to create a deep conversation is because unconsciously I WANT to know the real truth.

Without something that glitters. Without a mask, a veneer that covers the ugly truth.

I want to know the bigger picture.

The Truth.

Because when we know the Truth, recognizing the good and the bad of it then we can move forward in creating a better one.

A revelation comes to mind.

Stumble upon an article of law explaining the correlation between "motives" and "intention".

Imagine a scenario of you want to go somewhere:
Motives -- why do you want to go there in the first place?
Intention -- and for what?
Reason -- the benefits? Fulfill what desire?
Purpose -- to be what? What is it that you want to add into yourself?


Realizing this makes me understand the law of the universe. Somewhat.

Truth.

What is "truth"?

Is it the same as "reality"?

"Unique"? "Niche"? "Different"?


As what I know at the moment, "fear" takes the "truth" out of ya.
Recognize the "fear", and aware of it affecting your decision making towards "truth".

"Manager" comes and go. "Leader" stays on even after they die.


Be true to yourself.
Be honest with yourself.

Know that we are bind by the law of the universe.

What is the law of the universe?
The purpose of the law?
Is it "balance"?


"Nothingness".
We are just one tiny cell in a greater sea.
But even a tiny cell has a role.


If its so, so what is "human" role then?


We bestowed by free will.
We're confused by it.
We get easily distracted.


Religions is a "language". All religion speaks the same message, they preach different concept but all leads to the same path.


Islam say "human"'s role is to "elevate", "improve".
Taoism preach "balance".
Christianity preach "love".

Do "good".
"Sin" itself is an act that bring "unbalance" to the law.


Khalifah. Leader.

Or we are one of the "force of nature"; one that can "think", that is.


Nature does not stay balance all the time. It will be "disrupt" by all kind of independent "forces".


A meteorite falling into a planet will cause unbalance to the planet ecosystem, and over time the system will equalize them-self.


The meteorite is the "force".
The planet is the hardware that have their own "system" that have to be balanced.


We human are a "force".
We are an "independent" entity.


And "independent" disrupt other things.


But still, the law dictates there will be a time where something, somewhat, will achieve maturity and achieves "independent" state.


And it will randomly effects other things and disrupt their system.