Immelman Turn.

Thinking of revamping the whole blog. Sometimes when things stay stagnant for quite some time, life as we know it turns out to be a bit boring.

I decided to change my writing style; the way I write and perceive now seems to be going nowhere. Being a schizophrenic, I tend to have some difficulties in telling stories. Although I work as a visual communicator — people who read my writing, see my graphics and heard me talking; just can't seem to justify what the hell is it that I'm trying to convey.

I have to rebrand and reposition myself.  I have to learn to work and write in an orderly manner, constructed and subtle — disposing all the kekalutan and the cepat-nak-habis attitude that seems to me has been living inside me for as long that I could remember.

And also, I had to restraint myself from blatantly whining and although I knew that the freedom of speech is guaranteed, I don't want me in 5 or 10 years time; looking back and found that this very blog is full of me bitching about every little things showing how ungrateful of me to my own life.

Yes. I'm forcing myself to be more discriminate. To think and research more of what is it I want to write.

Cuz I know sooner or later we will be held responsible for what we've written, not to others but to our very own self.

And if somehow if I do have offspring, I don't want this blog to embarrass me beyond comprehension ;p

Or so it seems.