Had a lot of ideas actually, but can't find the right words on how to describe it one by one.
Yeah, watched Kick-Ass and see a helluva lot of whimsical dark comedy, seeing little human living with a big dream...
Do notice that sometimes when people CHOSE to become ordinary or extraordinary, the definition is varied between one another, depending on what they pursuing and their CURRENT purpose of life.
Some may say, "I choose to become ordinary, for when I have no power; I have no responsibility. I don't have to shed tear for anybody, nobody to be blame on when shit happens and above all, responsibility is mine and mine alone. Discipline, structure and organized life seems to fit me well, as long as I do no hurt to anyone and one to me. Plain fashion. Economical cars. Cheap handphones. Period."
For someone that chose to become extraordinary, "For me there are nothing worse in life than being ordinary. Call me an attention seeker or whatever, I don't care. I have to grab things that BENEFIT me and hold on to it until it served me purpose... I don't care what people say, I don't care what the rules is, as long as NO one is controlling me and I to one, all "things" are subjected to satisfy me as long as I live. Power. Fame. Beautiful women. Machiavelli's The Prince is my past time literature."
Drums rolling. Good ending.
Is it?
Well, sometimes the power of choices did elude us from what we should pursuing on.
Peer pressure. The promise of "success". Happy life. More control over your life.
What is success actually? Can we define "opportunity"? How can we live a "happy" life?
Yeah. This argument goes on from the wee time of Adam till now. The fight between idealism is a neverending battle; be it for religion, unorthodox belief and opinion; we just can't actually prove that what is "right" or "wrong" (or lefty?)...
Capitalism vs Communist?
Realism vs Surrealism?
Well, everyone is entitled to their own opinion. Whether good or bad "advice" we give to people in the hope of better life, we should not be a hypocrite as mengata orang dia yang lebih, or terlajak perahu boleh diundur, terlajar kata buruk padahnya.
Yeah. Everyone should be responsible for what they heresay.
And sometimes it is amusing seeing people become a slave for their own belief; yes, the power of denial is strong for one who denies something that seems out-of-the-box, out of his belief, and he knows that in his heart, all of the "unsignificant" thing is true.
They lie to themselves, in spite of making their heart more comfortable, lying that everything is OK.
"Everything is perfectly well."
For all we know all of this shit is like a ticking time-bomb, waiting to explode in a given time.
Well, be true to your heart is the key. Let no one dictates you for what must you become; and above all, let no rules be a barrier for your dreams. What rules? = Money, throne, spouse, or family to be exact. Your "job" can also be a set of rules that govern you and your future. The boss and customer can control you to a just simple words; valuable or expendable.
If you does have a RM10,000 couch upholstered in Japanese Silk, please by all means, it is just a couch. The same as when you have LED TV, PS3 or a Merc; all of this thing means nothing. Just a mere blitz of happiness come across our lives. Then the technology goes on and on...
Well we've got nothing to lose actually. Hmm.
p/s: It's hard to stay mad, when there's so much beauty in the world. Sometimes I feel like I'm seeing it all at once, and it's too much, my heart fills up like a balloon that's about to burst... And then I remember to relax, and stop trying to hold on to it, and then it flows through me like rain and I can't feel anything but gratitude for every single moment of my stupid little life... You have no idea what I'm talking about, I'm sure. But don't worry... you will someday.

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