Missed the Old Me...

...Lately I've always start writing my blog in a gloomy, agony mood. Somehow it reminded me of why this "blog" was made in the first place. It kinda reminded me of things past and even though it is just a half-year past till now, sometimes nostalgic memories, things that should have been, hopes for the future and dreams seems to have faded away...

I've become a Whiner. A Loser. Hopeless Bastards.

Trying to refute a certain opinion but in reality mine are all the same. A friend of mine in a blissful moment of his life always said this, "You're thinking too much!". And to my amaze, I for once agree with him.

My father once said, "You have to learn One True Secret in Happier Life: Learning To Let Go. It is not the  same as give up. Equals that with the Hijrah our Prophet made during his early days, and believe that all we've been through is just the beginning. Time to replan and reorganise and reassess what the mistake is and I assure you, the experience will not going to waste."

My boss always said this, "Problems will not fade away, it just getting better and better. You're a fool waiting for problems to fade away. We can't run away from problems, it will keep piling up. Problems are meant to be solve, not to be blame."

"Many of the great achievements of the world were accomplished by tired and discouraged men who kept on working."

"To love is to risk not being loved in return. To hope is to risk pain. To try is to risk failure. but risk must be taken because the greatest hazard in life is to risk nothing."

Enough with the quote.

I want to make my life as simple as I can. Want to keep the integrity at high, respect others for their own opinion (Agree to Disagree) and above all else trying not to think too much. Just had to keep up with the bold faces, mindlessly doing what I had to do (even-though playing truant occasionally with no guilt in my face) and hopes that time will heal the wound.

What seems to us as bitter trials are often blessings in disguise. I hold true to this word since Form One, ceramah @ tazkirah pagi from my respectable Uztaz Ramli.

p/s: Learn from yesterday. Live for today. Hope for tomorrow. Above all else, I believe that we're the one who controls our fate, not God. He just laid out the platform, we're the one who choose which path we're going to go.