...sigh~

Been Lazy to Update the Blog Lately.

Not Busy. Been Musing And Been Thinking What I'm Struggling For.

What My Purpose Is.

My Motivation.

My Objective In Life.

My Contribution.

Also Realize That:

1. I Love My Satria. 1997 car, 2nd or 3rd hand I don't remember or care, been driving it since 2002. Appreciate it so much that I just don't have the heart to sell it. Don't care what others say about it being to old, buruk, rusty, or whatever... to many memories I've shared with this car have left me a strong sentimental value with it. Kena tarik 4 kali, accident 0, small scratch here and there... And when I saw my father struggling at ends meet for 10 years to pay out the car loan, I love it even more when my father entrusted it to me. Hope that it will stay high in performance... (I don't care about appearance, the inside is what matters... VROOMMM!! Boleh g 170 km/h lagi nih huhuhu)

2. I Love My Nokia 2630. My first hand-phones that bought off from my own money. Have been with me since my diploma years. Still going strong, albeit low storage and speaker pecah hahahaha.

Necessity vs. Luxury. Necessity Wins. Hands down.

3. I Love My Macs. Just can't compare it with any PC equivalent... no viruses, no hang, and above all long-term usability. Consider to sell it before, but in the end felt that it is just too precious to let go... Haha.

4. Blessed with so many good friends. Just can't seem to make them all happy now though... struggling till grad and hope that when I have jobs and business of my own, I'll help them whatever they in need, as they help me when I in need... especially money, the most taboo subject of all... T_T adult is difficult, agree?

5. I like to respect others as in they respect me as what I've done. Don't like to ungkit-mengungkit, as it kills the pure sincerity and spoils the mood. I prefer actions than self-proclaimed it by words... and I expect nothing in returns. I love it when seeing people happy, smile and it put me at ease seeing them happy with their life. I love giving appraisal, hopes, positive reply although I didn't get the same treatment. Up to them to take it by granted, we just move on with our life... that's what matters most. Hahaha.

p/s: But lately this kind of feeling seems fading away, please God help me. Please don't let me be a heartless jerk. I've seem to have lost my heart...

Agree To Disagree (YouTube). A Good Erudite Opinion To Share Regarding Current Predicament That's Been Happening In Our Country Lately... :)