Escapism. Again.

Been kinda busy with all this 'soul-searching' thingy, as if things around me that happened lately for the last couple of month has suffocated me too much; where there comes a point that my brain just can't think of anything; blank, lethargically exhausted.

True some might say that "You must never give up!" "Sikit lagi, pasni hbs lah..." "Alang2 menyeluk pekasam biar sampai ke pangkal lengan."

But, sometimes some kind of menacing thought did strikes me; is that all there is? Did I have enough? Is this the end of a phase and some might say, should be celebrated? Should I be satisfied with that mere achievement or should I go seek for something better? Is this the one that I've been longing for?

It's not that I've been afraid of what the consequences are, its just that sometimes the thought of "To hell with it." and "How would it be if it becomes like this?" sometimes consumes me so much and maybe, just maybe, I want to test it out whether I can survive it if it goes true into my real life.

Blame this, this and ESPECIALLY this O_o and please, for anybody who read this, give me your opinion or experience first hand whether it goes well (or not well) with you or not.

Yeah I know that I've been a bit cryptic so please bear with me heh ;p

Off with the 'soul-searching' photo then.

Steampunk-ish look of Genting First World Hotel ;p

Sunrise pictures taken from atop of Genting Highland and Chin Swee Temple.

Fellow photographers silhoutte trying to capture the sunrise and Apan, pretending like he is a ghost coming out of the morning fog... -_-

Taken on the journey to Hutan Lipur Ampang Waterfall.

Then, got a job from one of Apan's friends telling us to be a "prop-paparazzi" for a dinner and ball event at Hilton KL...

Taken with a 18-55mm kit lens... T___T

One word = SIAO!!!! xD

p.s: I do hope the decision I've made worth it.