Yes, I just resigned.
Yes, I just bald myself to symbolize myself a new man right now.
Yes, I just stopped smoking for a week now and hopefully can detox myself out of it and live a healthy life (Amen to that O_O).
And above all, all that it matters is that I said it outright and loud that I just had enough.
Enough with the bitching. Enough with the hypocrisy. Enough about being angry about anything. Enough thinking about things that doesn't really make sense (especially the LOVE part).
All that I had in mind right now is that I want to focus with the things that matters.
Things that make a difference.
Work with someone that make a difference.
Read books and articles that inspire me to make a difference.
Work it out. Walk the talk. Fix that shit. Think big.
And I just realized that after I've filtered out the noise, things that I want to do and achieve, is becoming so vivid right now, with clarity; plans laid out bare in front of me just waiting for me to grab it.
And I know I'd be a fool not to grab it. And I know I'll be damned for eternity and trapped in that rat-race forever if I don't want to step ahead. And I know I'll be living in an irate environment all my life if I didn't take this chance of a lifetime.
And I know my future, in this reality and this shitty world some 7 billion souls called home, will be abound with risk.
Everyone is squeezing to have a say. Everyone is fighting tooth and nails to be at the top.
Bulls and bear make profits. Pigs get slaughtered. And I'm sure as hell don't want to be the pig.
Thus, with the realization in hand and the conducive environment in sight, I shall make the change.
I'm blessed with comrades that have the same concerns. I'm blessed that I'm surrounded with people that are spearheading the change in our country. I'm lucky to work in their ranks and I can't express how grateful I am. Last, and yeah, at this moment of my writing, I still can't believe that I'm living my dreams. Liberated from the shackles of worry and enslavement. Fly.
And I'm sure that God please, please bless and protect us from the devil in our heart, malice from the outside and above all, please help us keep the torch lit up.
We need all the help that we can muster. We've readied ourselves to brace the challenge.
And we know this won't be an easy ride. Heck with so many grand plans next year I sure hope we can survive it out gracefully and proud.
And not to forget, 'With integrity.'
Amen.
p.s: I will frequently update this blog after this. I just found out that whenever I'm writing a post it is actually an indicator that I'm inspired; so if there's a time that this blog has been neglected for quite some time, well, you get the drift.
